I thought I’d leap straight into dance and movement after quitting.
But then my brain turned into a buzzing hive of bees.
I made a to-do list so big I could ride it to the moon.
And then… I froze.
Not on the boring stuff, but on the stuff I wanted most.
Part of me was scared.
Scared of sucking at something I care deeply about.
Scared of confirming the fear that it’s “too late.”
Like… “You really have to start this when you’re a kid.” Right?
And also… I didn’t actually know how to learn movement.
I’m trained to learn with my brain.
Read, analyse, repeat.
But movement?
It asks something else.
It’s slow.
And humbling.
So this month, I’m trying a new strategy:
One skill. Every day.
Not to be perfect.
Just to show up.
Starting with handstand.
Let’s see what upside down can teach me about being here.
???? More at: https://tingrides.life
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中文摘要:
我以為辭職後會馬上投入現代舞、柔軟體操、肢體探索那些夢想已久的東西。
結果呢?
腦袋像蜜蜂窩一樣吵。
弄出一張「人生重啟」的待辦清單,長到可以飛去月球。
但真正奇怪的是,
我反而在「最想做的事」上,卡住了。
我害怕。
害怕做不好,害怕證明自己真的「太晚開始了」。
腦中還不斷浮現那句話:
「這種東西應該小時候就開始練才對吧?」
而且我還真的不知道怎麼學習「肢體的語言」。
我習慣用腦學習:閱讀、分析、筆記。
但身體的學習不一樣,
它慢、它誠實、它很容易讓人覺得自己什麼都不會。
所以,這個月我決定換個策略:
專注在一個技能,重複練習。
不求完美,只求如一。
從倒立開始。
倒過來,說不定反而看得更清楚。
#AdultSkillFailingClub
#tingrideslife
#HandstandDay1
#thisis47
#倒立練習日記
#中年也可以開始
#每天一點點
But then my brain turned into a buzzing hive of bees.
I made a to-do list so big I could ride it to the moon.
And then… I froze.
Not on the boring stuff, but on the stuff I wanted most.
Part of me was scared.
Scared of sucking at something I care deeply about.
Scared of confirming the fear that it’s “too late.”
Like… “You really have to start this when you’re a kid.” Right?
And also… I didn’t actually know how to learn movement.
I’m trained to learn with my brain.
Read, analyse, repeat.
But movement?
It asks something else.
It’s slow.
And humbling.
So this month, I’m trying a new strategy:
One skill. Every day.
Not to be perfect.
Just to show up.
Starting with handstand.
Let’s see what upside down can teach me about being here.
???? More at: https://tingrides.life
---
中文摘要:
我以為辭職後會馬上投入現代舞、柔軟體操、肢體探索那些夢想已久的東西。
結果呢?
腦袋像蜜蜂窩一樣吵。
弄出一張「人生重啟」的待辦清單,長到可以飛去月球。
但真正奇怪的是,
我反而在「最想做的事」上,卡住了。
我害怕。
害怕做不好,害怕證明自己真的「太晚開始了」。
腦中還不斷浮現那句話:
「這種東西應該小時候就開始練才對吧?」
而且我還真的不知道怎麼學習「肢體的語言」。
我習慣用腦學習:閱讀、分析、筆記。
但身體的學習不一樣,
它慢、它誠實、它很容易讓人覺得自己什麼都不會。
所以,這個月我決定換個策略:
專注在一個技能,重複練習。
不求完美,只求如一。
從倒立開始。
倒過來,說不定反而看得更清楚。
#AdultSkillFailingClub
#tingrideslife
#HandstandDay1
#thisis47
#倒立練習日記
#中年也可以開始
#每天一點點
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